Maybe it was due to stress
It doesn't help that I've been in a sort of...seclusion. I haven't seen or heard from any of my friends other than Cedric. He's the one person who can't avoid me, hehe.
Where are you? I haven't seen you since Valentine's day and...Things aren't awkward between us, are they?
I really need to see you Roxas. I need to see you so badly. We need to finish our conversation and...as lame as it might sound. I need a hug, badly. Harry has started to nightmares where I die. That's never happened before, to either of us! I mean, I've had dreams where I'm about to die, but I always wake up before it happens. This time it happened. I know it's probably nothing but...I could really use that hug.
Hey Harry! I was wondering if you wanted to do something?! We haven't really gotten to 'hang out' all year! You and I need to forget the world for a little bit, and get out and do something fun!
You know, there are moments after I admit how afraid I am, and spend time with friends and family and I just...I'll feel this sudden burst of confidence and pride. I feel like I have the courage to look Ansem (I refuse to call him you-know-who or any of that bloody crap.) in the eye and say:
Bring it on.
I wonder if it's normal to feel such drastic mood swings...
Because now I'm back to square one, and I'm letting the cycle repeat itself.
I'm going for a jog. Yes a jog. If anyone cares to join me, I'll be running in circles around the school.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.
Nickelback -- Hero